Jul. 17th, 2005 | 11:30 pm
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Jul. 15th, 2005 | 08:17 pm
music: rilo kiley-accidntel death
-1c chopped ham (we used kielbasa)
-1c chopped onions
-a few cloves of garlic, minced
-a splash of olive oil
-1 large head of cabbage (we used red)
-1/2 c water
salt, pepper and cayenne to taste
and then you just saute the ham, onion, garlic, and oil together for about five minutes. add the roughly chopped cabbage, water, sugar, and seasonings. cover and simmer about 30 minutes until the cabbage is tender.
i know it's crazy unhealthy, but we're also only having steamed veggies and whole wheat couscous with milled flax (now with 450g omega 3 fatty acids!), so get off my case.
Jul. 5th, 2005 | 09:50 pm
music: joanna newsome-the milk eyed mender
Jul. 3rd, 2005 | 10:36 am
music: tori amos-the beekeeper
dammit. see i'm kinda in the same position as vague, where this is the place where i often work stuff out, and i can't really elaborate too much for confidentiality reasons. i met his kids. they wanted to know how i knew their daddy and when he was coming home. my heart stopped right there and i thought i was going to lose it. they are pretty young and can't really know what is going on, though apparently some evil bitch told the older child (6, i think) "they are going to fry your daddy." the child has since had nightmares and has begun acting out in school. so the pattern begins all over again.
this is the main point of my post. killing this man will not bring back the victims. it will not ease the pain of their children. it will not fix the underlying problems, it will only create new ones. it will only break another family irreparably, destroy another child's family, and basically fuck their lives up forever. how will these people ever trust their government, as it murders their son/father/cousin/uncle? what does this teach them about how to react when someone hurts you or wrongs you? these are the arguments i have always made against the death penalty, but i have never really felt them so acutely before. my heart has smashed into a million pieces. i want to take his kids out of the situation they are in, adopt them and bring them out to the suburbs and get them the psychological care they need but can't afford, make sure they finish school and go to college, send them birthday presents...i'm just so frustrated! i feel so powerless.
there is an execution scheduled for this week. not in this case, but in another with less than perfect evidence, in the wake of some big issues with dna testing by the state lab. the governor will probably not grant clemency, even though they are in teh midst of an audit to ensure that the dna stuff was done properly which could take months. there is also eyewitness testimony, which is notoriously unreliable, especially in cross-race identifications. and the witness said he was only 80% sure it was him anyway. with less than certain eyewitnesses and questionable dna, how can they kill this man? this is what is so infuriating to me about my dad's views on capital punishment. he thinks that if there is "good dna evidence and eyewitness testimony" that capital punishment is okay. the porblem is that there is often no way to know until later whether the dna testing was done propely and there is really no such thing as reliable eyesitness testimony. don't believe me? ask larry youngblood. he spent 17 years in jail, believed to be the man who kidnapped and sexually assualted a small boy. the evidence was destryoed (but supposedly not in bad faith) by the police and he was convicted based on the eyewitness testimony of the little boy. it was a horrifying crime and who doesn't wnat to believe a child who has been hurt? but it really highlights the way these things can happen.
i don't really know where i am going with this post. i have been thinking about this for a while now. i wish people knew how thin some of the cases are against many of these death penalty inmates. or how fragile and human they really are facing down their own impending deaths.
Jun. 23rd, 2005 | 10:00 am
music: pavement-slanted and enchanted
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Jun. 22nd, 2005 | 10:41 am
i keep meaning to bring my camera with me, as i see the coolest stuff at that time of day. this morning it was really misty and i saw a rabbit munching down on someone's lawn. squirrels, my dog gets excited about as they are so hoppity, but this rabbit was smart. it sat stock still and looked at my dog with big eyes and attentive ears. my dog's hackle raised and she sped up walking a bit as though she was afraid of the rabbit. too funny. i also passed a bush with a huge snail in it, and the snail was all stretched out of his shell. i don't know where he was trying to go or even how he got where he was (at the top of a tall bush) but it looked really cool.
so i resolve that the next time i get paid when we are no longer quite so broke, i am going to buy a protective case for my camera so i can take it on walks with me.
Jun. 12th, 2005 | 09:45 am
kick ass turkey meatloaf
- 1 1/2c. finely chopped onion
- 1tbsp minced garlic
- 1tsp olive oil
- 1 medium carrot
- 3/4# mushrooms (originally cremini, but i used baby bellas with smashing results)
- 3/4 package frozen spinach (okay, i suppose you could use fresh, but this is what i had and used and it was good)
- 1tsp kosher salt and 1/2tsp fresh ground pepper
- 1 1/2tsp worcertershire sauce
- 1/3 c. chopped fresh parsley
- 3tbsp + 2tbsp ketchup
- 1c. fine bread crumbs (i did these homemade in the food processor with pepperidge farm whole wheat)
- 1/3c milk (i used slightly less and mine was still super duper moist)
- 1 egg + 1 egg white
- 1 1/3# ground turkey (we used the 7% lean kind, i think it came out better than the 99% fat free would have)
preheat the oven to 400, but you don't have to do this immediately. i should give you the heads up that this assembles pretty fast, but there is some prep involved, especially if you don't have a food chopper/processor. but if you don't, you should really get one. the time you save is unbelievable and it chops very evenly.
so i ran the onions, garlic, carrots, mushrooms, and spinach throught the food processor. if you use frozen spinach, like i did, thaw it out in the microwave and then squeeze it out really thoroughly. the best way is to wrap it up in paper towels and imagine it is your lame ex-boyfriend's balls. you can process the onion and garlic together, the carrot alone, and the mushroom and spinach together. i got it all (except the onions) down to a really fine, almost ground consistency. for the onions i did half of them that way and did half of them at a little bigger chop.
cook the onion and garlic in a 12" skillet over medium to medium/high heat about 2 minutes. add the carrots and cook 3 minutes. add the mushrooms and spinach and cook for about 15 minutes. you have to keep an eye on it so it doesn't burn, but this is also where you can make your bread crumbs and maybe clean up a little as you go. it's important to get some of the moisture out of the mix, as the mushies and frozen spinach are really wet and the loaf is moist enough as it is. at some point after adding the last stuff, add the salt and pepper. dump the mix into a big bowl that you will eventually have enough room to squish it up with the meat. add the parsley, worcestershire, and 3tbsp ketchup.
in a different bowl, stir together bread crumbs and milk and let it stand five minutes. stir in hte egg and extra egg white and mix it up good. add that to the veggie mix and stir well. now here's the fun part: add the ground turkey and squish the whole thing around with your hands until it's all mixed up.
the recipe originally said to form it into an oval and put it in brownie pan, but that's ridiculous. just put it in a loaf pan, i used an approx. 9x5" one and it came out beautifully, just lightly grease the bottom. brush the top with the last 2tbsp ketchup and cook 50-55 minutes.
we enjoyed ours with a bottle of ca de solo big house red and mashed potatoes. bon apetit!
Jun. 11th, 2005 | 10:19 am
music: pianosaurus-groovy neighborhood
in the criminal justice system, the people are represented by members of the private criminal defense bar of varying degrees of competence (see eg. the very experienced (and ancient) attorney in texas who fell asleep during the murder trial of his client mcfarland, or see the guy in one of our cases who told the family of this kid that he had defended many capital murder cases and it turned out "many" meant that he had sat second chair on one case that had plead out many years before leaving him woefully unprepared for the rigors of a capital case that actually went to trial).
the people are also represented by public defenders, who are the very definition of overworked and underpaid.
the people are also represented by guardians ad litem who act as advocates for children and the mentally incompetent, making sure that those who are deciding their legal fate keep the clients' best interests at heart.
many of our people are represented by the office of the capital defender, the inception of which comes along with mitigation specialists, investigators, experts, and attorneys who have tried actual capital cases before and can stay awake for the proceedings. since we got these offices in my state, not one defendant who had access to one has gotten a death sentence.
these are the real heroes of the criminal justice system, the ones who keep it just by making sure that each defendant is zealously represented.
take that, jack mccoy, you smug and ethically questionable motherfucker!
May. 30th, 2005 | 10:09 am
so work. i think i may be cured of wanting to do criminal law. tough, emotionally draining, messy, and tragic on all sides. in a capital case, the process goes:
1. conviction w/ death sentence (must be death eligible crime due to future dangerousness or vileness. these are called aggravating factors. future dangerousness is sort of moot in my state, as capital murderers automatically get life without parole, unless you think people can be dangerous in a super maximum lockdown type facility. vileness is easier--torture, depravity of mind, or aggravated battery--that is, if one shot would have killed them and you shot five more times. almost all capital murders fall into the secong category.)
2. automatic direct appeal (this is known as the proportionality review--is the punishment porportional to both the crime and the criminal. my state has NEVER found disporportionality, so this is sort of a joke).
3. first chance for certiorari (though the supreme court has rarely, if ever taken a case at this stage, you always apply, as it tolls the statute of limitations for the habeas proceeding, and they could possibly take it. but they won't, so get working on that state habeas!)
4. state habeas (very complicated, this is the stage that i am working on with my client right now. you have to try to find errors by trial counsel, or mitigating factors that were overlooked.)
i'll give part two of the process next week. my state is a fast track state, so even if the procedural rules say we have 90 or 60 days to submit something, we are often working up against an execution date that is much earlier. sometimes you can get a stay, but usually, they tell you to just hurry up. my job is going to be especially tough. i am working on investigation which will involve me getting to know every detail of the client's life, and talking to him and his family. i will do all this work knowing how badly the state wants to kill him and how they will most likely get their way. i can't really talk about it too much here, but again, if my two or three regular readers want to know more, they may e-mail me.